At 2:47 in the morning, while my seven-year-old daughter was in critical condition in the ICU, my husband saw my calls and rejected them because he was in the Bahamas with the woman he had told me not to worry about.
## Chapter 2: The funeral without her father For four days, people asked me questions no mother should face. White flowers or pink? Open or closed casket? Which photograph belonged on the memorial card?...